jenny. nyeneks. jen. twenty-one.
currently a bum, but not for long. youngest of five. singer. loves to eat. sentimental. luvs music. butterflies. christian.
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what about?
this
site is where she rants and blogs about her oh-so-colorful
life, sprinkled with the simple joys God has blessed her with.
i attended a BOM (business opportunity meeting) this afternoon. this is my eldest brother's latest business. it was started by 8 top MLM earners around the globe (which includes my brother). 5 of the owners were filipinos and 6 of them were christians. it is called nstream international.
i've been hearing a lot about this business, but i never really listened seriously. but i later on decided to listen and study about this business.
and now, im very much interested about it. the business process is really good, though its kinda complicated to understand. to be honest, im personally not much attracted to their products. but still, this business is more focused on the process rather than the products. dont get me wrong, the products are good and more into new technology, but i just dont find it as a commodity for me.
i was in the movie house this afternoon when my phone rang... it was from DB soft. they scheduled me for an examination tomorrow. i was not really expecting a call from them since i only submited my application there thru jobstreet. i mean, i never thought that jobstreet is really true! hehe. my exam will be 8am tomorrow in their office in ortigas.
*sigh* im honestly not in the mood to apply. i should say that im enjoying my vacation very much... i feel so much free! =) but then again, i need to apply... i cant be like this forever.
im starting to worry about finding a work. good thing, this morning someone from SM equicom called me up. they scheduled me for an exam tomorrow, 8am. i had an interview with their HR already during our school's job fair.
i need to prepare my corporate attire again... and transform into my industry-look. hehe.
graduation next weekjust this morning, on my way to school... i realized that i'll be graduating next week! whaaa!!! i cant believe it! i thought that i still have 2-3 weeks more! whaa!!!
and so, im now part of the population of the unemployed. i got to go to ibm next week to meet up with my former boss... and I also need to research on the net about other companies... preferably ibm's partner companies (as suggested by my former boss).
clearance after defending myself in the library that i returned on time the 2 books i borrowed... and that they lost my library card, that i had to return it even without their signature... and that i am not reliable to pay Php480 for their suspicion that i did not return the book on time... finally, the librarian signed my clearance form!
in the student activities office, i presented my KC2k4 certificate and pictures. i had to justify my absence in our college retreat... and it ended up as a blessing to me =) during my conversation with our director for student relations, i explained to her IVCF and she seemed interested with it, specially when I told my stories about kawayan camp. i asked her on how our college could recognize an organization... and she enumerated these:
1. Submit a constitution and by-laws
2. Submit a list of adhoc or officers of the organization
3. Atleast 20 members
4. 1-year plan of activities.
She encouraged me to push this through because she knows a lot of christians in school who are interested to join this kind of org.
and so... I finished my clearance this today! yey!!!
KC fever i was in fairview yesterday along with my other KC mates (NCR delegates). i really miss them bad. we had a fun time talking, reminiscing, looking at the pictures, jamming, eating, playing computer games and watching "ice age".
we're all suffering from this KC fever *sigh* wishing that we're all back there in camp bato... along with our friends from other parts of the country.
note to manong: I don't know what to say... but i honestly feel sad for you *sigh*
special thanks to deeh for getting my course cards, for informing me about my grades, for updating me about the news in school, for arranging my graduation stuffs.. including my toga, for fixing my grad pics, and for all the help! big thanks to deeh.. she's my hero! yey! *hugs to deeh* congrats deeh for passing the training in fujitsu, buti ka pa.. start na ng training mo, tapos nun work na! hanap na tayo nga dress and shoes for the grad! yey! im happy for you. *hugs ulit* =)
confusion came to hit me.. and i somehow feel depressed. i dont wanna feel this way.. it's badly disturbing. *sigh*
if only i could stop my emotion, i would. sometimes, i wish that emotions are optional.. or that we could plan how we should feel... but its not like that.
my mind wants to stop feeling... but i guess, my brain is not strong enough. i dont wanna hurt people because of my decisions, but some things has to stop.
my heart has to give up something... and someone has to give up my heart
for some reason, im emotionally disturbed at the moment. a lot of things has happened... *sigh* God is indeed dealing with this particular aspect of my life... im very much disturbed.
i just wanna stop thinking. i just wanna stop worrying. i just wanna be still and refocus my attention on bigger things. *sigh*
ohh yeah, after a month of intensive-training-camp life... im finally back!
i actually dont know what to blog... i got hundreds of things in my head. kawayan camp is trully a blast! words are not enough to express what happened there... *sigh*
i miss camp bato... miss kawayan camp... i miss my friends around the country (from northern luzon to southern mindanao)... i miss the "tuko"... i miss cabin N (nindot gid) and my cabinmates... i miss my small group (diane from cagayan de oro, jeni from bacolod, tong from vigan, gelo from cavite, kuya eumir from bacolod ang mommy yvette from tacloban)... i miss our hot chocolates every morning... i miss washing 100 plates, spoon, forks and glasses... i miss cleaning the grounds, session hall and toilet. hehe! i miss our small group meetings... i miss sitting and meditating in the ampi theater... i miss the mountains and the beautiful landscapes... i miss the air-polution-free environment... i miss playing basketball... i miss our jamming sessions... i miss our recreation group... i miss the ball games, parlor games and challenges... i miss our cabin devotions, i miss the quietness of the place... i miss the coconut trees... i miss our star gazing sessions... i miss our bonding sessions in the basketball court at night... i miss our sessions, from personhood to spiritual warefare to basis of faith to expositions to missions and evangelism etc etc... i miss our special events, from banquet night to missions night to passover meal to community involvement to ivcf day to "pista sa nayon"... i miss the sun rise service... i miss the "my heart will go on" bell... i miss the chocolate munchkins... i miss kawasan falls... i miss our bonding moments... i miss everyone so much!!! whaaaa!!!! i feel so depressed. i miss kawayan camp so much!!! whaaa!!!
the girl.
