jenny. nyeneks. jen. twenty-one.
currently a bum, but not for long. youngest of five. singer. loves to eat. sentimental. luvs music. butterflies. christian.
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what about?
this
site is where she rants and blogs about her oh-so-colorful
life, sprinkled with the simple joys God has blessed her with.
life is a constant battle..
changes are continuously happening..
circumstances and people, turn from one side to another
sometimes we're up
sometimes we're down
sometimes we're high
sometimes we're low
and sometimes, we're even getting lower and lower
all is inconsistent..
everything changes...
even though we dont want to.
even though we want to preserve something that we think is really good
but what can we do?
changes occur whether we like it or not.
everyday is a new suprise
a new move to make
a new call to take
a new experience to learn from
everyday is just different from yesterday
there are bum days
when you could sleep for more than 10 hours a day
be a professional couch potato
and eating is the highlight of your day
and there are busy days
and there are days (like now) that you're so crazily busy and you dont even wanna sleep
that you just wanna finish everything that you have to do
that you just feel so much tired, but you dont wanna let go of your work
that you wanna see everything done in a snap of a finger
that you wanna be superwoman.. or have special powers to do things
that you wanna work, as if there is no tomorrow.
that you just wanna say that you cant do it anymore.. but you cant.
even my weekly work schedule changes
one week, im 9am-6pm
the following week, im 1am-6am
the following week, im 5pm-1am
the following week, im 9am-5pm
and now, im 10pm-7am!
men?! changes do happen every tick of the clock!
even my bank account decreases fast! =/
*sigh* im physically tired and drained. i now look like a zombie.. my eyes look terribly! im feeling worse.
good thing, He never changes..
He's the only one who stays the same...
and those who holds on Him has nothing to fear
i'll start with the low's LOW's: * i spent too much
* i woke up late
* im 5 minutes late from work
* im supposed to listen to live calls this morning.. but, no call came in, to the agent assigned to me.. so i didnt get a chance to listen to atleast 1 call
* i got a text from IBM phil, for an opening job.. but i cant accept it anymore, coz i got a 1 year contract with my company now. i wish i could still apply there.. but i cant.. not now
* ive forgot to widraw money from the bank near the office before i left
* i had to walk really far.. just to look for a bank in cubao
* my bank in cubao is off line
* i walked long to get to the train
* the train vendo din not accept my money (they only accept P1 coin to P50 bill)
* the train staff doesnt wanna change my P500 bill (which is the smallest bill i got from the bank)
* i bought a pink four-season drink from 711, and it spilled on my white shirt and pants
* when i got the bible study, the iv staff that's supposed to speak and lead, did not arrive
* i did not prepare anything for the bs (coz i thought, someone's gonna be there)
* im 45 minutes late on our bs.. and the students were waiting there
* yahoo mail isnt down.. i cant check my mail!
* i got no batt on my phone
* my eyes sore
* i feel soooo tired
* im supposed to order the id lace for the lcdc today, but i wasnt able to do so.. coz i came to recto late
* the deadline for the manual has passed its deadline.. but still, the people assigned are still not submitting it.. so at the end, the pressure will be on me
* i hate my sched! i was at the evening shift last week, now, im on the morning shift, next week, im on the evening shift again. my body is getting frustrated with its sleeping hours
* the students that i were expecting to join lcdc, wont join
* im waiting for text messages.. but none came
* i got a really itchy, pinkish, and swollen insect bite on my ring finger... its been there for 3 days already..
* im sooo sleepy
* i didnt meet my deadline for myself about lcdc stuff
HIGH's: * traffic wasnt bad this morning.. so, even though i woke up late.. i wasnt so late in the office
* even i was 5 minutes late in the office, i was not noted to be late
* i still got money.. and tomorrows pay day =)
* i now got my headset
* i got a locker in the office already
* one of my students will order the lcdc id lace for me
* my students didnt left the student center, even though im 45 minutes late
* i didnt fell asleep in the jeep.. though im so tired
* i ate a lot today
* i love the beefsteak in zuppa
* i got a text message from ibm.. its nice to know that im "atleast" qualified
* i enjoyed our laughing moments in our training... my batchmates were really fun to be with.. and im enjoying our light but informative meetings
* i got to blog.. though im supposed to be doing something else
* im not physically stressed from work..
* my dad and i were getting close
* i got to treat my students pizza and drink during our bs
* my students did some cut-outs for the lcdc
* i enjoy my time with Jesus..
i just wanna blog.. without knowing what to write. i know that i got a lotta things in my head now... things that i dunno if i should really bother thinking about. my heart is feeling crazy... mixed emotions. i dunno if silence is the key.. or if i should put my thoughts into words. and if ever i'll be blurting out my ideas.. would someone care to listen? but if i wont be speaking.. would someone understand? or would just pretend to understand? or would think that we're sharing the same thought, eventhough were not? *sigh*
im a simple person living with my simple life... without assuming the unsaid... being honest with others and with myself... being good to all... and sharing a smiles to all the people... plain and simple.
but this simplicity is placed in a comlicated world. but being complicated doesnt make it bad.. its just out of the ordinary.. outside the norms of the society.
the girl.
